[Changes, transition stage]

Funny how God, our Father, knows about our needs before we ask.

It's really foolish to doubt on His love and rely on our self-sufficiency. After all, He is God; the great I AM. He will surely provide.

There are major changes happening in my life. This year will mark the end of a major chapter in my life. It was about time. Praise God.

I'm moving on.

I'm curious how things will turn out and how much I will change after this experience.

Let's hope for the best.

Kandom note: I have this verse tattooed on my mind
"Happy is he, who trusts in the Lord." (Proverbs 16:20)

Conversations

[At a Hipster café with El Maestro]

"Maybe you haven't got to know that part of yourself because you haven't taken the risk to do so yet. As the years pass by, you will soon realize who you are, and what you are capable of. Life is transitory in nature, and we are constantly in a flux of change. Our thoughts and priorities change. Maybe we will meet again in 10 years, and be like, 'remember how we were like back then?' Oh, and we will laugh at the stupid mistakes we made and be glad how much we've changed and matured. And that's life. Yeah, that's life."

I smile and breathe, trying to savour this moment of aliveness.

Midnight conversations

(Or rather a disjointed monologue while you were sound asleep)

"Logic is based on premises.

And we know that these premises are true based on the innate understanding and discernment that our conscience provides.

Therefore, we must believe in what is true in order to act rationally and to "make sense" of things.

And the reason why we think or act irrationally might be because our belief system of the world has been thwarted by past learning experiences.

Yet irregardless of our perception or mindset, the universe remains the same. What affects our experience of our existence is our choice in what we believe.

There are certain truths that will never change. And we must align our belief system to these truths in order to maximize our joy and potential as human beings.

For example, the existence of God.

The truth that God is love. The truth that God loves you, and has the purest and noblest intentions for your life.

The fact that we were created to glorify, worship and love God.

An error to our belief system leads us to folly. Therefore, unbelief is the root of sin.

Thus, faith is so important. And faith constitutes believing and acting to what is true.

The human experience is rooted on faith.

I just had an epiphany."

Prayer

Dear Lord,


I do not ask for money, nor men's praise. I do not ask for success.

I ask that you sweep my feet away with radical amazement. May You fill my life with wonder. I want to be amazed by Your personal love towards me.

Woo me back to Your loving arms.

Enamorame.

Renewal

“Sometimes you have to kind of die inside in order to rise from your own ashes and believe in yourself and love yourself to become a new person.”
― Gerard Way