Conversations

Two gypsies sit with their guitars after playing Flamenco on a beautiful Thursday afternoon.

"Are you a sensitive person?"
"Yes."
"Don't confuse sensitivity with vulnerability. Being sensitive does not mean that you are weak."
"..."
"You should seriously let go of all the phantoms of the past. There are just shadows. They don't exist, yet they are hindering you from experiencing life and happiness."
"I've been trying."
"Do you want to be healed?"
"Yes."
"Letting go and taking responsability for your life is part of maturity. I went through a similar experience than you. But guess what? Yes, you were hurt. But you only get hurt when you allow them to hurt you. But shake it off, woman. You deserve to live! You are a woman of God. You are beautiful, intelligent and caring. It's God's will for you to live a good life, full of abundance and happiness. Whatever harms you, does not come from God."
*Smiles*
"You have power over your thoughts and emotions. The Lord already overcame everything for us. But you have to live it out. You have to display that faith through your actions and decisions in life. Think of the children you will be helping. They need you. They need to see Christ in you. You can't preach and not be able to prove it with your life and actions. God needs to use you because there are very few people like you. You are a sensible person, so make sensible decisions"

He flings his arms up in the air and starts to dance. "Live, woman. You deserve to be happy!"

That night I finally let go of all the phantoms of the past. I made the decision that I will no longer allow them to harm me. No more.

Next morning, my back pain disappeared. I felt a great relief.

I was healed.